Sakitnya Melepaskan Someone Special

Someone special dosnt mean awek, kekasih, ibu2, bapa2, kawan2. Someone special is in the heart. Although the person never treat u as the special one and you also never treat them as special one.

But its really hurt to give up what really u want. Ask me.

Sakit luka ini x sesakit luka di hati- sumber Google 

special? never in my life after this

EVERYONE HAVE THEIR OWN 'PLACES'

Lets get started with a picture-

crazy's person hidout

Places. Banyak maksud, banyak. Tak perlu sebut maksud nya. Semua sudah tahu. Dari sikecil, kpd si tua.

'Tempat'.

Orang kata, masing-masing ada tempat sendiri. Tempat ibarat tempe masak pedas yang sedap, dah sedap, mesti la sokmo makan. Tempat pun begitu, tempat sedap, serasi, stail, macho, and semua yang bagi kite rase macam tempe tadi, is the places that we belong.

Everyone have their own places. Dengan tempat, terbawa bersama suasana dan orang2nya. Suasana yang sedap, orang orang yang sedap. Jika jiwa kotor, yang sedap mestilah suasana yang 'kotor', demikian sebaliknya. Begitu juga orang2 nya. Orang sombong x kn sekepala dengan orang humble. Orang gile takkan sekali2 mahu hidup dalam banglo. Orang sihat x perlulah ke doktor, minta ubat.

BUT, sometimes, we not get the place that we want. suasana x tenang. Orang semua gile. Mendap di situ. Bukan sebab apa, kerja disitu, belajar disitu, makan disitu, tidur disitu. Bukan dalam kuasa sendiri.

Rasanya, dalam dunia kite- dari lahir sampai mati- akan ade satu masa yang kite berada di tempat kite, where it is the place that is belong to us. So, treasure that time, sebab dunia ini bukan dalam kawalan kita. Semuanya bersebab.

nak place cmni? in your dream- Google imges

semua sudah ditakdirkan, tempat yang sedap ujian, tempat x sedap pun ujian. Just what is the trial that we will get. Just be cool

MUrid dan Guru

Salah siapa?

Muridkah?

Gurukah?

Murid kata, guru salah.

Guru kata, murid bodoh.

Murid kata, guru tak pandai mengajar.

Guru kata, kau yang tak pandai belajar.

Murid kata, guru bercakap perlahan.

Guru kata, aku pandai bercakap.

Murid kata, guru bosan.

Guru kata, aku bukan badut.

Murid kata, guru laju.

Guru kata, aku jalan kaki.

Murid kata, guru punca aku tak mahu belajar.

Guru kata, tak payah lah belajar.

Murid kata, aku wajib belajar.

Guru kata, aku sunatkan kau.

Murid kata, kau bukan tok mudim.

Guru kata, aku guru kau.

Murid kata, guru ajar simple sangat.

Guru kata, kau yang malas.

Murid kata, guru.......

AH!!!!!

Guru kata, kau sehari baca buku berapa jam?

Guru kata, kau ada buku rujukan?

Guru kata, kau ada salin nota?

Guru kata, kau duduk di depan waktu kelas?

Guru kata, KAU YANG SALAH!!!!!!!!

sumber google

18 Oct 2012

Class Optomerization if not mistaken.

Sengyou Shufu Tantei ~ Watashi wa Shadow

Dont want to talk much, best story, although the theme is ordinary, nothing special. As a japanese drama, it can be expected to have a person grows in the story. In this story, Serina is a housewife who is devoted herself solely to her husband. From a timid housewife, she became a more mature across this story as she became accidently become helper in a detective agency, as the detective in training. The solely mission is of course for her beloved husband, who she really love, love and love. Of course, every men want a wife like her-of course me is a men.

The rating for this drama, 8/10 for me. What make the rate is drop is because the storyline who is very simple. But simple is not a negative one as this type of story is really need a simple story. Another reason is There ARE japanese dramas who is better than this, not to say this is a bad drama, but to say that Japanese dramas is The Best.

The relation of the characters in the drama

18/10/2012- after finishing the drama, not sleep overnight.

Awan

Awan,
Ku mahu kesana,
Tinggi,
Redup.

Awan,
Ku ingin terbang kepadamu,
Seorang diri,
Di situ,
Tinggi.

Awan,
Ku mahu duduk di kepulanmu, 
Sendiri,
Melihat dunia,
Dunia bawah,
Redup.

Awan,
Kau lihat diriku,
Ku lihat dirimu,
Kagum,
Kau tinggi,
Tetap tunduk,
Memandang ke bawah,
Melihat diriku,
Semakin mahu aku mendekatimu,
Awan.

Ini awan

Lab instrument, Selasa, 16 Oct 2012
From the jendela of laboratory,
Sit, Bored, but have a peneman= Awan, cloud.


Bonus sajak=

Aku mahu terbang,
Di kepulan awan,
Sendiri.

1ST PART- FISHING AT PERAMU'S JETI

Jeri with his rod- looks like a pro

Trip to Peramu. This trip is announce by Haikal (korok) and he with his sedare is conduct the trip. Sedare korok is always go fishing so he know where is the port for fising. Firstly, it is scheduled to be at Ahad (7 oct) to go naik boat for fishing. But it is cancelled and isntead go for a night fishing at jeti peramu.

2-3 days before the trip- there are many conflicts occurs. And then, to make the trip succcesfull, we prepared seriously, not like the trip2 before that is conducted last2 minute. At friday evening, som, jeri and i go to the fishing shop to buy things. New rod, New bekas isi barng2 memancing, the matakail, batu, gewang and everyting that is needed. more than hundred ringgit is flying without wing.

At the time, saturday night, after isyak we go there, at first there is no rain. the place is very suitable to make a drama or movie- it is a small jeti with very good view. Then the trip is interrupted by heavy rain not long after we start baling pancing. the rain is very heavy and lame. until 12.15, the rain is becoming slow, but we made a patch that if we dont get fish before 12.30, we will go back. soo, at 12.30, we back to the hostel, without any fish. till next time.

Sendiri

Pagi ini,
Ku sendiri,
Melayari kehidupan ini,
Tak perlukan sesiapa,
Tak mahukan  sesiapa.

Pagi ini,
Ku sendiri lagi,
Sendiri dan sendiri,
Bukan menyendiri,
Tapi ku hanya bersendiri.

Pagi ini,
Kenapa ku masih sendiri?
Kenapa ku masih sendiri?

Salah akukah?
Salah diakah?
Salah merekakah?
Salah si polan itukah? 
Salah perempuan itukah?
Salah lelaki itukah?

Pagi ini,
Masih sendiri,
Sendiri,
Tanpa teman,
Tanpa kekasih,
Tanpa siapa,
Pengubat hati,
Pengubat rindu,
Pengubat sepi,
Semuanya jauh sekali,
Di pagi ini.

5.35 am,
Oct 15, 2012
After Lab Black Pepper Discussion completed.

Interest

Interest,
Lose it, doomed.
Lose it bored.
Lose it, lost.

Ku Masih Ingat

Ku masih ingat lagi,
Saat itu,
Masa itu, 
Kau masih disitu.

Saat akhir kau,
Perjalanan akhir kau,
Perjalanan terakhir,
Sebelum terdampar di situ,
Diam.

Tiada lagi kata-kata,
Tiada lagi,
Yang ada hanyalah erangan-zikrullah,
Bukan erangan gembira,
Erangan kesakitan,
Sakit.

Rabu itu,
Rabu terakhir,
Rabu itu perjalanan terakhir,
Rabu itu pergerakan terakhir,
Rabu itu.

Masih ki ingat lagi,
Ingat, ingat dan ingat.


Al-fatihah,
Boh,
1 Oktober 2012.

Angguk

Angguk.
Faham?
Sapa kata?

Culture.





First class Tuesday, Instrumentation, 18 Sept 2012

Ku Tahu

Ku tahu,
apa y terlihat,
tidak berlaku.

Semua terpaku,
memerhati, 
fokus.

Ada y memegang dagu seperti faham.
Ada y kelihatan menyalin nota.

Jika dilihat luaran,
100%, semua diam,
menumpukan perhatian, 
kecuali aku.

Suatu suara pun tidak kedengaran,
seperti malam gelap,
suram, 
sepi,
pengajar gembira.

Tapi, 
ku tahu,
ini kelas pertama, 
semangat semua membara,
fokus tiada tara,
tapi,
fokus tanpa paham tiada guna,
fokus tanpa jiwa tiada guna.

Sudahlah!
Tak paham buat- buatlah paham,
memang aku tidak paham,
banyak aku tidak paham,
manusia, 
student, 
lecturer.

Ku tahu.

  

First class, Instrumentation, Tuesday, 18 Oct 2012