AKU SUKA DIA

butterfly.... fly away soo high~~~

cakap banyak x guna...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6blp73WBMPA

MOM, i love u

“Menumpang di segenap ruang..

Yang ada di lubuk perkasihan..

Begitu indah setiap detik di dalam rahimmu..

Sehingga teramat asyik..

Setiap saat di pangkuanmu

Keperitan itu kau rasa indah demi anakmu…

Setitis airmnata ibu..

Yang gugur kerana kesedihan..

Segaris luka di hati ibu kerna kederhakaan..

Tertutup pintu syurga..

Jika tiada keampunannya..

Azimat ini ku tanam di lubuk hati yang dalam..”

Salam..

Kehadapan mama yang terlalu disayangi & dirindui..

Mama tentu dah tahu kenape adik taip surat nie…

Mama…

Sekarang dah lebih pukul 12 tgh malam…

Maksudnye..dah masuk 16hb 8…

Arini ari lahir mama kan??…..

Ari lahir mama sebulan selepas ari lahir walid..

Mama ingat kan??

Mama..

Adik rindu mama…

Adik akan sentiase ingat tarikh nie..

Mama..

Dah 14 tahun mama tinggalkan adik…

Mase tue umur adik baru 5 tahun..

Adik tak tau ape2 pun time tue..

Yang  adik ingat..mama jatuh depan adik..

Malam tue jgk kite balik kg..

Esoknye adik tgk mama dah dalam serbe putih..

Mase tue adik takut nak dekat dengan mama..

Adik nangis..

Dieorang bawak adik kuar dari bilik tue..

Adik tak cium pun mama for the last time…

Adik teman mama gi tanah perkuburan..

Tentu mama nampak adik..

Tapi time tue pun adik tak gi dekat dengan mama..

Adik dudiuk kat luar pagar je..

Sekarang..

Adik dapat jumpe mama setahun sekali je..

Adik dapat bersihkan pusara mama pun setahun sekali je..

Terukkan adik???

Maafkan adik mama…maafkan adik..

Mama..

Adik tak puas manje dengan mama..

Adik nak tidur atas riba mama..

Adik nak mama usap kepale adik..

Adik nak mama cium pipi adik & dahi adik..

Adik nak mama selalu tanya khabar adik kat sini..

Adik nak setiap kali adik balik rumah,

Adik dah nampak mama sambut adik depan pintu..

Adik dapat peluk mama..

Adik dapat rasa makanan kegemaran adik yang mama masak..

Adik dapat tidur dengan mama macam kawan2 adik dapat buat,,

Tapi...adik tau..tue semua akan jadi kenyataan dalam mimpi adik je..

Mama…adik nak ikut mama..

Nak jumpe mama…

Maafkan adik sebab tak dapat jadi anak mama yg baik..

Adik degil..

Adik tak dengar kate walid..

Adik nakal..

Adik tak dapat jadi contoh yang baik dalam keluarge kite…

Kadang2 adik lupe nak bantu mama kat sana..

Maafkan adik….maafkan adik..

Banyak kelemahan adik mama…banyak..

Adik sayang mama….

Sayangggggg sangat…

..mama tengah tunggu adik kat ‘sane’ kan??

Kan??...

Mama tunggu adik ea..

Nanti kite jumpe tau..

Mase tue..adik nak mama sentiase pegang tangan adik..

Mama jangan lepas tangan adik tau…

Jangan lepas tau mama…

Mama…

Adik tak leh berhenti nangis nie…

Adik tahu mama tengah ‘sakit’ kat sane..

Maafkan adik…

Adik dah cube kawal air mate nie dari keluar..

Tapi tak dapat…

Die nak keluar jugak…

Maaf…maaf...maaf..mama..

Adik tak berniat nak wat mama ‘sakit’..

Airmate..berhenti r keluar….

Mama tengah ‘sakit’ tue…

Berhenti r………….

Pliz……..

                                                          Yang terlalu merinduimu…

                                                                     ADIK

SORRY TO CREATOR, NOT PLAGIAT... JUST THIS THING IS FOUND IN MY LAPTOP, AND I VERY TOUCHED BY THIS POEM? SAJAK? , I REALLY TERINGAT KT MY MAK..... ALFATIHAH TO YOUR MOM AND MY MOM......

Merindui Masa Lalu

Past is the past, now is the real thing. That is my falsafah/ philosophy. But the past gives experience. Dikala ini, ku merindui masa lalu ku. Bersama teman2 yang sangat sporting and the best. Although I think I dont deserved it. Masa sekolah y sangat biasa, tanpa pengalaman2 y menarik, tanpa kenangan2 y menarik, tanpa kehidupan y menarik, but all of you give me the strength to become myself. Although I am not a talkative sangat person, nothing to offer to you guys, but they make me wanted. Nazrin, Is, Bob, Syafiq. I really miss u. The memories we always coming back late from prep, at the late night, memories of our taking pictures by using Nazrin's camera, I really miss them. Hope get to be together again sometime....... Although it seems unlikely coz I am only a small something in this world.

Nazrin, Bob, Is and Syafiq--- really miss all of you

Still remember this time where Nazrin is forcing me to be taken picture with  them
because I always only become the person who take the picture only 

PAST IS THE PAST, PRESENT IS PRESENT, WITHOUT PAST THERE IS NO PRESENT, WITHOUT PRESENT THERE IS NO FUTURE, NEVER FORGET PAST BECAUSE ONLY OURSELVES KNOW OUR PAST........

Transgenic Rubber Tree

Genetic Engineering

            The advancement of technology in genetic engineering can make almost anything impossible before become possible. One of the easiest examples is glow in the dark pig. If we live 15 years ago, especially for me that living in village, if one person says that he saw a pig that is glowing, everyone will laugh him of and say the person is crazy. But with genetic engineering technology, everything can change.

            As mentioned earlier, I am a village boy. I used to become a rubber tapper. Every day, rubber tapper will go out to tap the latex from the tree. There are many problem that the rubber tapper facing when tapping the latex. The example of the problems is they cannot tap the rubber tree if it is raining, some rubber tree does not give out latex, there is a period when the latex that is produced by the tree is only a little, and many more. So, is genetic engineering can help the rubber tapper to overcome their problems?

Transgenic Rubber Tree

Rubber tree is a tree that can produce latex or natural rubber that is very important nowadays and our country, Malaysia is the world’s third largest producer of natural rubber. The species of the rubber tree that is planted and tapped in Malaysia is from species Hevea brasiliensis. Apart from the latex, its timber also is very important especially in furniture industry.

The demand of the natural rubber is increasing for every year. So, to make sure that the production of the natural rubber is up to the demand, scientists are trying to produce the rubber trees that have improved characteristics such as disease resistance and high latex yield. There are two main criteria for the transgenic rubber tree that is tried to be created that is to improve rubber tree production and production of commercially valuable protein.

Firstly is about the rubber tree production. The scientist in Malaysia tried to increase the production of rubber tree by researching about the genes that is related to the biosynthesis of rubber and girth increment of the tree. In India, they have developed genetically modified rubber plans by utilizing the enzyme MnSDD. These plants is expected to overcome the adverse effect of global warming and climate change, especially prolonged drought and tapping panel dryness (brownbast). The climate change lead to dry period become longer and the moisture level is lower in India. This condition make the production of natural rubber is low, so, with these new varieties of rubber tree, the production of natural rubber can be increased.  These rubber trees are incorporated with the target gene (MnSOD) from rubber itself. 

Secondly, genetically modified rubber tree is created to produce commercially valuable protein. Can we imagine the latex of the rubber tree producing insulin to be used by human? That is what Rubber Research Institute of Malaysia (RRIM) tried to do. They try to incorporate certain gene to the rubber tree so that the rubber tree can produce the desired protein. They have successfully inserted and expressed reporter gene known as gus gene to the rubber tree and the transgenic rubber tree produced the functional GUS protein in its latex. Then, Malaysian Rubber Board (MRB) inserted an antibody gene against coat protein of an oral dental bacterium in rubber plants. The functional antibody was also expressed in the latex serum. A human gene (human serum albumin cDNA) also have been inserted to the rubber plant’s genome and successfully expressed in the latex serum of the plant. With the success of the expression of that genes, scientist now trying to investigate human insulin gene and human atrial natriuretic factor gene for the insertion and expression of the protein in the latex of the transgenic rubber. If the research is success, then we can make insulin and other important protein that is needed in medical field in large amount.

In conclusion, the rubber tappers in Malaysia do not need to worry with their rubber tree. The advancement of genetic engineering technology can help them increasing the latex production, disease resistance, and if they lucky, they will get much more profit if the research to produce protein that is needed in medical field successful. But, that is only if the governments approve these transgenic rubber trees to be planted commercially.

The Issues about Transgenic Rubber Tree

            Every genetically modified organism has their own issues, that’s including transgenic rubber tree. The main issues that I will bring here is the safety. Everyone wants to live in safe places; do not want to live in dangerous place. So, the issue here is it is really safe if we approve these transgenic rubber trees to be planted commercially?

            Safety here have two meaning; to us, human or to the environment. Firstly is the safety to the human itself. As we all know, human do not eat rubber tree product such as its leaves, latex, root, and every part of it. It is not like the others popular transgenic plants such as tomato, soy beans, and others that we eat them. Although there is also worries about the consumption of the protein produce by the transgenic rubber tree, we should not worry enough as the protein need to be highly purified and the DNA elements would not presented to the consumers. So, we do not need to worry about our health if the plantations of transgenic rubber trees are approved.

            Secondly is about the safety of the environment. That is the major concern for the environmentalist that afraid the introduction of these new transgenic rubber tree can effect the environment, destroy the normal rubber tree, will create danger or new disease to the rubber tree if they cross pollinate with normal rubber tree. The reproduction of the rubber tree also cannot be controlled as they can spread their seed far away. This will make it is hard to destroy this plant if the negative impact of the transgenic plant is rises. There is also concern about the leaves of the transgenic rubber tree that is eaten by the worm or birds will affect them either genetically or physically. This will lead to a disastrous events to the environment, thus also will affecting human directly or indirectly.

            So, for now, there is no one country that is approving the commercialization of transgenic rubber plant either India or Malaysia.

Assignment biotech, law, ethics. Mut, sem 2, year 11/12

PERCEPTION ON THE CHILD CARE IN MALAYSIA

Everyone needs the best for their child. As a parent, we must want our child treated warmly, responsibly and in good manner. For Malays, child is like a jewel, it is very valuable. As the eras is changing, the role of parents also changing. Before this, the role of parents is to give guidance to the child from small babies until they become adult. However, in this globalization era, almost every young parents work to get money. So, what happen to their child? Who will take over the role of these young parents as the teacher to their child?

            There are many solutions to the questions above. In Malaysia, there are many childcares that are always ready to take in these children. These childcares are often built in the urban area. So, the young parents that live in the urban area can place their children in these childcares. What about in the rural area? Where the parents need to place their child when they going to work? The answer is “Pengasuh”. “Pengasuh” is a Malay word that means someone that take care of the child when the parents going to work in the house of the “Pengasuh”. “Pengasuh” is often an old or middle age housewife that is lonely or want to get the side income by become a “Pengasuh”. So, are these two ways is good or bad? Is the system that is implement by the government is correct?

            Firstly is about the childcares. There are many problems that were happened in this place. We can get the news from newspaper and television about the children that is abused in this place. There are also many childcares that do not have appropriate license to care for the child. Some of the childcare does not have enough nannies that care for the child, compared to the child there. Another problem is the mixtures of the child in early age such as newborn baby with the child that is elder such as 2 and 3 years. These years are not suitable to mix them as the method to care them is not the same. Actually, there are many more problems that happen in childcare apart from the examples stated above.

            Second is about “Pengasuh”. As stated earlier, “Pengasuh” is often a housewife that wants to get side income by caring the child. The problem that usually happened in the “Pengasuh”’s house is they not care enough for the child. Some “Pengasuh” will let the child alone without care in their house. It is very dangerous if the child goes out from the house and goes to the road for example. Another problem that can get from “Pengasuh” is the children do not learn anything there, in term of education especially. They do not have any syllabus of learning, so the child will only get the knowledge from what is thought by its “Pengasuh” only.

            Despite the negatives, there are also the positives that a child can get in the childcare. Some good childcares have their own method to develop the child, mentally and physically. They have the syllabus for learning that is appropriate to the age of the child. The children that go to these childcares also can develop their soft skill by interacting with others early. Although there is many benefits that can a child get in childcares, care from their parents itself is much more important to implement the basic that we want in our child such as in religious manner.

            Something that have its negativity, always have its good side. This also applicable to the child that is sent to “Pengasuh”. Usually here, the “Pengasuh” only take one child only to take care. So, if they care the child properly, it will give many benefits to the child. The child will get more love and attention so that they will develop more naturally. Plus, the “Pengasuh” is usually an housewife that is middle in age, so, the children will get more love and they is like the mother to the child.

            In conclusion, the childcare in Malaysia really needs improvements. For governments, they should become stricter in the assessment of the childcare to get the license. The inspection should be doing time to time to make sure the childcare does not break the rule that should be produced. For parents, although you do not have too much time with your child, make sure that the small time that you have with them is a quality time.

Mut, FAMILY MANAGEMENT AND PARENTING, sem 2/ year 11/12,